I'm alive and well. And yet not well.

          More about that later.
          My friends don't understand my situation. They try to help, with advice, and guidance but it's just fluff. Don't get me wrong, I love them, and i appreciate what they're trying to accomplish with all of it, but it's a waste of time. We just need to focus on the here and now. We need to have fun and be young ( Read more... )

Remnants of the Earth, here I come!

It's a RPG PlayByPost online game thing lol.... should be fun... let ya know later

Married and bored, or single and lonely

LIVE FOR NO ONE. LIVING FOR ANYONE ELSE CAUSES DEATH. SHOW EMOTION, AND THE WORLD SHOWS YOU...

You're probably wondering what my complaints are with my current situation. Well, I'm dying. In my book, that's a pretty big complaint. I know we are all dying, but I'm going to die way before my time. I'm not all that thrilled about it to tell you the truth. Would you be? I guess some suicidal types might be ok with it, but I don't wear skin tight ( Read more... )

I'm losing the woman I love, and she doesn't even know it.

          Now, you might think that having these abilities would be exciting. You'd be right because it's awesome! Flying around, invisible to everybody not worrying about anything, except maybe an unaware bird finding it's beak in my netherest of regions. It's not pleasant, and yes it has happened, and no I'm not going into details, but let's just ( Read more... )

          I can't do it. I could never do it. Don't ask me to do it. Dammit. I have to do it, or I'll die. Do you want me to die? I don't want to die. Shit. You're lucky, because YOU don't need to make this kind of a decision. I do. A choice... a single "this one" or "that one". I love them both and I shouldn't have to make that decision ( Read more... )

i love her.

'nuff said.