Well, I haven't used this thing in ages!!! But i want to keep in contact with my friend Shea who is apparently my only friend!! hahahah Well I am moving so that is news.. mum and dad bought a house on the weekend and we leave here on 11 November.. Well My dog is barking her brains out so I'm going to check on her...

Why is it that I have to take life so damn serious, why cant I have any fun at all!!! it really sucks. Why can't I just enjoy talking to people an not worry what they think all the time. I act like I dont' give a crap about anything but I'm hurting inside. I wish somebody understood the pain I feel and would help it go away.

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Well I didn't do much over the weekend. Just work on Saturday until lunch then went to a tupperware party next door, then went to the main street to watch a car parade thing. And that's it for Saturday then Yesterday I went to Tully with my family because my dad was giving a talk and then we went to Mission Beach for a family gathering. We saw ( Read more... )

I worked late tonite till 6.30 and when I came home I just didn't have the energy to go to the meeting and concentrate for another 2 hours!! Is that bad? I felt a bit bad. I've been getting so much better with my meeting attendence lately. I'm looking at scrap booking stuff on the internet cause I still have to scrapbook my holiday but I only just ( Read more... )

Just another day, helping the parents clean the house. They cut down trees yesterday and today they are cleaning the windows and pruning the shrubs! Yay!!!! How exciting is my weekend!!! Ha Ha last night I stayed up until 2 and played Age of Empires!
I'm crazy!

Slept in until 10am this morning then played with the dog for a little bit. Had a headache most of the day so I went to sleep round 3 and stayed asleep till 6. Just been putting photo's on myspace(msn) and putting up with my dad having the TV up loud cause I still have a headache!

Well I have been feeling not to bad the last week or so.. Which is pretty good for me who is normally the most depressed person. I still get sad alot, cause my own Brother doesn't even understand me. Why is it that when you feel sad you can't ever see that things are going to get better!!! When I feel crappy it's like that is all I'm ever going to ( Read more... )

Just doing nothing went to the italian festival with my mum last night and went to the royal to see a few friends from work. Nothing to exciting. Came home at 11.00. Other than that am just about to take my puppy to the beach.

Well it's Saturday and the weekend of the italian festival and I have nobody to go with. Even though I'm still so tired from work I still wish I had someone to go there with .... Other than My mum and dad!! I really want some one to have fun with!!! Although I would love so big spunky guy I know I don't need one!!! I just wish that I could have a ( Read more... )