seriously. let me go. I've been all over the place lately. I'm getting better though. I'm happily married. I have a new puppy... things are going very well. I was just sitting at work thinking of my life, how its changed. I started rereading the sacrifices arc by Lighting-on-the-wave. It just hit me how important fanfiction was to me. The escapism ( Read more... )

seen through Yves St. Laurent glasses, and I realized that I've arrived. And I have. Bitches. I am in a great place in my life. lets not be confused. Im still the same sad sack I've always been, fat, marginally stupid. emotionally crippled etc. etc. but I'm getting married. It sounds so fucking surreal to say that. incredibly so actually. I never ( Read more... )

If I ask no questions, then I'll hear no lies ( Read more... )

set his soul on fire. And the decades disappear like sinking,ships we persevere... my mind is always toxic. with a taste of my mental lips youll wish the kiss was from Ivy. BAM! My life is an apeshit mess of epic proprtions. I've been on the cusp of being together for the last three months. I can taste it. :) Everything is going well but my fat sad ( Read more... )

In “The Perils of High School Exit Exams,” by Deborah Perkins-Gough, it is asserted that by limiting high school graduation standards to standardized exit exams creates a narrow curriculum; instruction focused only on objectives tested; and a neglect of higher-order thinking. You know. This bitch needs her throat slit. Deeeeeeeeep. It would make my ( Read more... )

That's me in the spotlight.... burn me. i hate the economy. not because its "bad" but because people think its terrible that all these unimportant business are going bust... OMG what ever will we do without circuit city in our lives? It was a horribly mismanaged company that would have gone down anyway... and while we are on the subject of ( Read more... )

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Nothing heard nothing said Can't even speak about it All my life oh my head Don't want to think about it.... bitch i dont feel like im going insane i am soooo fucking insane the light from sanity will take 17 billion years to reach my planet. and thats a conservative estamte. i feel more pulled toghter though. so thats got to be good. i feel ( Read more... )

all the time! so whats there to report? not much... lol. Still with glenn though now thats a good thing. I need to stop trying to change him though, hes begining to resent it I can tell. I'm closer to going back to school... which I now realllllly want so that makes me happy as well! I also have killed rick and burned the mall to the ground... in ( Read more... )

rob me of anger and give me despair, blows and abuse i can take and give back again, tenderness I can not bare. I hope i havent used that one before but it felt fitting! How much easier would my life be without men? OMG honestly. seriously it would be at lest ten times less fucked up that is to say still several thousand times more fucked up then ( Read more... )