A prayer.

[ramsesthesecond]

 There was a limit from the start had I only seen it. There were obstacles in the way that I didn't notice, the honey moon of acceptance is over. it was never complete.

My mother wants me to be happy but she can't imagine how happy will I be between a man's arms, she'd rather less masculine skeleton beside me in bed, longer hair and a pair of ample

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[sourdick]

umm, well .. sorry

[ramsesthesecond]

Thanks,
After all I was lucky! coming out stories in this part of the world often begin with police arrest and a case about which the family is told in the worst form and ends more violently than with a couple of words... I am the lucky one

Time shall change this mess, I do hope. I still didn't loose hope.

[derflughafen]

What an earth-shattering reply, sour

[ramsesthesecond]

I dunno, guess a couple of years in Egypt can always make you feel like that, yeah.

[derflughafen]

Thanks for the narrative. Good job with having the cajones to live your own life and do what works for you. I think a lot of gay people who come from less than accepting/understanding backgrounds tend to cave because they want to please their families over themselves. Good work!

[ramsesthesecond]

The irony is; I had a link in my profile on this gay social network to my blog, most of the guys who checked the profile literally ran away! Being discrete is the favorable conduct here, mine is Scarlet O'Hara's in their eyes; selfish, foolish and suicidal.

Gotta look to the full half of the cup, at the end of the day it's only a couple of weeks to my long-anticipated graduation. And not more than one or one and a half year maximally before I move from here. That is a good idea to bear in mind every night when I lay my head on the billow :)

Thanks for your interest and your supportive comment.

[derflughafen]

I think in general discreet is favorable...but thats the kind of community is we live in...