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The end?... well, maybe!
I owe you this, you whoever you might be who read once my long soliloquies and complaints about my former life in Egypt and who tried in the best way possible to console me in my darkest moments ( Read more... ) -
Sein Narr
ich wirklich wunsche ich haette dich nie getroffen! Mein Lebeb war so einfach ohne deine europaeische gruene Auge: ich wolte nur weg von Aegypten, in einem anderen Land zu wohnen worum Mann einen Mann lieben kann und eine familie zu starten ( Read more... ) -
How come!?
How come he doesn't answer my messages anymore!? I mean what could possibly be wrong with me? I am sexy, intelligent and the future seems to be all mine! What's really wrong with me? Why do I keep falling for the wrong guy... First love can be immature and is somehow expected to go wrong, but second and third loves as well?? That just seems too ( Read more... ) -
Messed up!
The phone rings and rings but I just don't pick up ( Read more... ) -
Nous sommes tous mort a vingt ans!
His brain was outside his skull.. Out of the entry point blood kept gushing as if pumped from inside out.. his pupils were already dilated fixed on both sides but he kept breathing and whenever they stopped the ventilator just to check the connections or whatever else in our hectic ER room he went into a fit of choking producing air hungry sounds, ( Read more... ) -
Interview updates
1- already published in Finland (electronic version still not available ( Read more... ) -
Who am I
Yesterday, friend of mine complimented me of being that I am the wisest man he'd ever seen. No matter how much I tried to convince him to reconsider, he kept adamant on the issue, I am the wisest man he'd even known. Well, since he doesn't know that I am gay, I don't get any credit, for I am quite sure he'd like to reconsider is he's brought to ( Read more... ) -
A voice
Well then, there is no other way out... I have tried for so long to avoid the lights and in the meanwhile to lead an out-to-the world sort of life ( Read more... ) -
The magic of economics
One of the biggest benefits I got from spending a full year in the army -if not the biggest- is the fact one of my fellow soldiers was an assistant in economics in a university near Cairo. He was charged with office work, being of higher education and being able to deal with modern technology; computer and so on and we could spend long hours ( Read more... ) -
to my love to be
Dear "hergelaufener" with whom I shall madly fall in love ( Read more... )