happy.... thanksgiving.

[averysadboy]

i go to bed hopeful and calmed down. i wake up with my heart pounding and my stomach hurting. thinking about things from the previous night in new ways, making me afraid and pessimistic. i daydream of rediculous things. instances where she comes back. 24 hour long panic attacks and nervous shaking. without phone calls and the same conversations

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[xfairytale_liar]

i would give anything for the boy i like to like me the way you like her.
the boy i like (i was actually dating) up and moved to europe one day last month.

[averysadboy]

i like her a lot more than just like her. but im sorry about your boy, hun. :/
no one can compare one's feelings and emotions to another's, but just maybe, i can say i know how it feels. i really do hope things work out for you in the best possible way.

[starforsaken]

joe, i know we werent the best of friends, but i am here for you! always

[averysadboy]

i know man, and thankyou so much. i'll give you a call soon.

[dontkillpuppies]

you use to be my old lj buddy, but i don't really know who you are. who are you???