wow i havent updated this thing in so long.

i got my wisdom teeth out yesterday.

thats about it.

i'm done.
it was good.


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Is it still me that makes you sweat ( Read more... )

i go to bed hopeful and calmed down. i wake up with my heart pounding and my stomach hurting. thinking about things from the previous night in new ways, making me afraid and pessimistic. i daydream of rediculous things. instances where she comes back. 24 hour long panic attacks and nervous shaking. without phone calls and the same conversations ( Read more... )

Well I fell asleep for three hours. I guess if the most I can get out of all of this is a few bad naps then they shall have to suffice. My body aches in such a familar way. The same way it did years ago... that old foreign feeling that I've moved into some body that isn't my own. I feel helplessly trapped and my fingers shake while I type this. I ( Read more... )

this is going to go down in history

Was going to be in Phoenix about this time, but money is tight, so it'll have to wait until a little bit later ( Read more... )

:)

Who knows anymore.

fuck i miss everyone.