I have figured out that there is no way that I can excape who technically I was born as and I am supposed to be.

And then I realized that's what I have been doing for so long, and so now...I guess that I'll just re-think my methods.

If I was prepared to the extent to have methods.

I doubt it.

How does he do it? How does he always make me feel this way?

I haven't even managed to climb out of the rut that I had before.

I hate this all so friggen much

day three of stopping swearing

This is the beginning of my new life. From now on I am who I want to be, and not what they want me to be. I am free of all boundries because there is no reason for there are to be no limits on me. I am a person with extraordinary talents that I have taken for granted. I'm something special and I need to see that before the rest of the world ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say anymore.

I ran away and now I hate to write

There are reasons that people don't read this, I think it might be because I rarely get to updating it, but I do have a good reason for this. One is becasue I have been having shit loads of homework, which when not tended to ends up blowing up in your face. Two I have been out on the town many number of nights with friends doing well...nothing. And ( Read more... )

Okay this is the plan I kill my alocholic ex ( Read more... )

Lincoln Park high school has an acclaimed IB program that is known for its difficulty. I propose that instead of it being known for it's intelligent students I think that it should be known for it's students that are under the influence ( Read more... )

Well today is the day that I begin school. Begins in about 9hours 30minutes. Avi Limedrop where are you now when I need you the most? Stupid Stupid Limedrop ( Read more... )

You may wonder who is Avi Limedrop, the girl that this failing journal is based upon, well I shall explain to you right away ( Read more... )

I figured keeping you updated with the present state of Avi's situation should be considered a good thing, seeing as you have been introducted to the problem you should be allowed to know how it ends. Pardon any spelling errors that may occur during the duration of this little tale, but I'm quickly jotting down what comes to mind, because it shall ( Read more... )