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castrejon

i don't know.. im sad again.

being here just brings back old habits. all i wanna do is sleep again, and not be here. not talk to my parents, not go out with my friends, not think, not eat...

i'm starting to fall down again.

just take me away from this place.

so i spent a week in corpus, it was amazing.

i stayed with ashley, and one night with benny.

thank you, i needed that time.

i had the best time, i miss it already.

it hurt to leave and say goodbye at the airport...

just a few more months...just wait for me pls

just hold my hand ( Read more... )

it hurts ( Read more... )

well got back from TX today, my grandpa isn't doing so well ( Read more... )

edit: just found out he had a heart attack.

plane leaves at 7:30 in the morning.

just found out my gramps is sick. he might have to have surgery on his heart, and so my sister and i might have to fly to TX to see him.

i hate this. i asked for a sign last night, and now he is sick. i'm gonna puke.

just somebody...who believes, pls pray.

i can't live without him, not yet.

today was alright, kind of exhausting ( Read more... )

woo BATTLE OF THE BANDS was awesome ( Read more... )