I've put off my app so long, I honestly don't think I'll make it into school next year. But every time I look at it, I feel sick. Every time I think of it, I feel sick. I manage to make it sound like I have things so nicely put together, but those are the only times I can talk prettily. I'm having a harder time talking to people -- patients, ( Read more... )

Singapore's been fun. Pity that I'm leaving in a few days. I wanted to update with a photo, but it looks like I can't get anything off of my phone right now u_u also a pity.

I'm lonely. People-watching makes me lonely. 

I'm free. At least for now. It was both rougher, yet easier than I expected. I'm not expecting a high score, but I didn't throw up during the testing at least. Small blessings lol. It'll be a month til I get my results... the wait is gonna kill me lol.

I don't even have 12 hours anymore. It's the day of. I'm crying again.

I feel so fucking sick, I'm already crying over a fucking test

I'm going to die in 14 hours. Or throw up.

I feel so sick.

Thank goodness I am one of the most nugu nugus to ever nugu

On a less positive note, D-3. Then I'm free.

Took time out of studying today to see my friend J. I've missed her u__u I hadn't seen her in a little under a year, it feels like? u__u I do wish she had come next week instead when I'd be free from MCAT and free to hang out with her.

I missed her. Missed people. Missed hugs. Missed affection.

D-4. I'm so miserable.

So long, farewell, fair-weather friend. I'll always be in the same spot, answering to the same name if one day you're ready to look back. Time heals all wounds, but for now...

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