I want to write. Why is it so hard to get back into it. I'm pretty dissatisfied with everything lately though.

So much for a year with fewer tears. Not even two weeks into January and everything is horrible. Family who don't act like family is horrible, friends who are anything but are horrible, loneliness is horrible. 

Here to a new year, hopefully stained by fewer tears. 

In this world you can't trust anyone. If I coiuld go back in time I would have punched him in the dick. 

I feel like I'm living in a perpetual state of "Now what?" nowadays. I want to write, but I don't feel as familiar with Exo anymore. I guess it really shouldn't matter since I only write for myself and never crosspost, but then it doesn't feel right. Even when I tweetfic, as fun as it is, I know that a lot of it is just flanderization. Just for fun ( Read more... )

12 hours to my last undergrad final and I'm still on the first chapter out of three. I really shouldn't let myself burn out, especially since with all the other grades in that class, I literally only have to make a 64% on the final to walk out with an A, but I'm just so exhausted. I guess it doesn't make sense that I'm looking forward to work ( Read more... )

Not all-seeing, but I still see too much to stay oblivious and happy ( Read more... )

I don't want any of this.

/sighs

I'm glad I have Nunni and her Ahotokoro project now. It had been getting lonely. I hope we actually get to write in that verse, but then again I missed brainstorming like that. No wonder me and the others stuck together so long, birds of a feather lol.

Biting my tongue until it falls off.