i went to college hoping to start over.
i failed miserably.
but now i really need to start over.  i really need to move on.

im ending spring break the same way i ended winter break: still torn

i love when you call me babycakes.

there are some things i dont understand.
if you want to be with someone, should you call them, and show them how you feel?
how can you tell someone you love them, and then not call for a week?
what you say means absolutely nothing until your actions refect what youre saying.
happy valentines day.  mine was good, but would have been better if i wasnt ( Read more... )

im usually the backbone for my family. and the fact that i cant be there for them during a crisis is killing me.
i keep checking my phone, hoping that my mom didnt call.  i dont think i can handle that call.

i am completely in love with Alpha Epsilon Phi.

right now, im at a turning point.  winter breaks over, and im faced with a choice.  a choice between what i've wanted for the past three years, versus what i suddenly found that gives me butterflies.  after years, i finally got what i wanted, but then i found something better, so do i choose the better thing?  does new and exciting overrule history ( Read more... )

my entire life has been all about bad timing.

for the first time in my life im completely happy with everything.
i feel so powerful.

scratch that.  i never accomplished what i wrote in here as my resolution last year.  i said i wouldnt let myself get taken advantage of, and i wouldnt allow myself to be treated like crap.  well the same persons still treating me the same way.  so FUCK THAT.
its done.  im over it.  my new years resolution: be more self centered.  i need to take ( Read more... )