i guess i just have too high expectations.
and nothing ever turns out that way.
so i just have to settle.
and i hate it

"In matters of grave importance, style, not sincerity, is the vital thing."
-the importance of being earnest.

this is my favorite quote ever, because you read it and at first your like haha thats ironic, but read it again. cuz its really true! when we deal with things that are of "grave importance" we seem to work so hard to figure out what to say ( Read more... )

i hate when people talk to you like you dont understand just because you drunk ( Read more... )

maybe, if i keep telling myself, i'll start to believe it, and it will all become true.

describe myself in one word: pathetic.

got home from italy yesterday ( Read more... )

update on my life:
waitlisted at NYU.
i send in my statement of intent to Boston.
leaving for italy tomorrow.
miss me?

my only regret is that i didnt live up to my potential.
not in school, not in BBYO, and in general not in life.
in the past four years, i could have done more, i could have been better, but i wasnt because i was lazy. i expected things to come easy for me, and i expected people to recognize and judge me by my abilities, not my actions. i made ( Read more... )

NO JOKE.
one of the best days of my life.
kiana and i went to a show.
it was at a 21+ club. but they let us in.
then singer gave us free cds..cuz, well, we're awesome.
matt..thats his name...well, i love him.
it was raining.
then we came home.
and
I GOT INTO BOSTON UNIVERSITY!
this day could not get any better.

before:

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