"Life is like a ride in an amusement park. When you go on it, you think it's real, because that's how powerful our minds are. The ride goes up and down and around and around; it has thrills and chills and it's very brightly colored, and it's very loud and it's fun for awhile. Some have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question: is ( Read more... )

I've been meaning to update lately, I just really havent. Expect a big update in the next few days.

Maybe I should just try to be friends again. Do I tell her how I feel?  Could I really just be friends with her again? After all it’s been two years, and maybe this is all in my head. I haven’t hung out with her in forever and maybe I would find that we are different than the image in my head, in fact I’m sure we are. Would we even be compatible ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in chico, at a friends computer writing this because Im awake, and no one else is. Its nine in the morning, and for some reason I've been up for over two hours already. Im in a house where there are passed out people everywhere you look, and the day probably wont start for them for another few hours. Basically, I should be asleep and im ( Read more... )

I build snow castles


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I went to a rave tonight, and had like I hoped the most amazing time. I've been sorta in the scene the past year, having a blast attending maybe a party every three months. Ive been to a few the past few months, and its been rediculous. The last two times Ive had the most amazing time, PLUR in real life basically. The feelings there are ( Read more... )

I dont make new years resolutions. Who'se to say some arbitrary day in some arbitrary timeline is a day to change my life more than any other day is. No one. Fuck that. I make new life resolutions. A new life in that I've moved. I live in the mountains now, in a soon to be amazing house with  one of my best friends ever. Incredible. Three weeks ago ( Read more... )

Finaly time for a decent entry ( Read more... )

So, first off, im drunk, so bear with me. Thats been the story of my life lately, drunk. Although, the past month i've greatly reduced the amount of drunk I've been. Its been interesting ( Read more... )

My car was robbed.