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so it seems to have been a while since i've written so let me catch you up...not much really happening...i got my license finally(3 times is a charm), me and my b/f are still alive and kickin, i hate a few more people now, school blows real hard(i have a lot of things out of the way now tho so that's good), and i am hating my boyfriends keyboard ( Read more... )

at what point in your life do you look at yourself and say that you have fucked up everything. i think i might have. i guess we'll see when he gets home and sees what i have written him so eloquently. the words couldn't leave my mouth no matter how hard i had tried. i wanted to tell him these things all along. he looks at me with those big blue ( Read more... )

so i think that im going to abandon this because nobody cares what i have to write so if you wanna talk to me and find out what's going on then check my Myspace. my name is Susie Q <3 you. byes forever ya'll.

so the past month has been crappy and i've been stuck between a rock and a hard place. I like a guy and don't know what the hell to do...we're buds but im afraid to say something that would screw up our friendship. i think that i might think too much. i always over analyze every freaking situation till i give myself a reason to get out of what i am ( Read more... )

so today is my sis's band concert and im bored. i had to take a test in AP chem that was harder than the AP Test for chem. we all hope that she like decides to discard it or curve it for our sake. i have a chorus concert on monday @ 7 which should be fun times. everybody come or else...love ya'll.

so my day was going good till i got home today. you see in the past 2 weeks my mom's Aunt May(her foster mom) had a stroke and was relocated to a very very good rehabilitation center to get better. so i come home and supposedly she's fine...she died today. after giving my mom a big hug i just bawled my eyes out in the kitchen because i had to help ( Read more... )

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so im on spring break right now and things are cool beans. i went to my friend Katie's b-day partay and Mass D played...THEY ROCK...they played Scotty Doesn't Know so yea ( Read more... )

so im hanging out at my Jessica's right now cuz i didn't feel like going to school. we ate, went by school to drop off some stuff, and we wanted to go swimming but after jumping in the pool twice and it being absolutely freezing cold we decided no. im bored right now and waiting for her to get out of the shower so that we can do more stupid things ( Read more... )