am in one of my incredibly depressed states. inexplicably, of course. no, not really lol. i know exactly why and ya know, of course i feel like there's nothing i can do about it. and though that may be true for the moment, it won't be forever. i am determined to end all this shit, once and for all. i've had enough of the stupid, retarded people in ( Read more... )

Ugh.
I am angry.
My head is going to explode.
Why here?
Ugh.

Sometimes, like now, I just sit here and think. A million thoughts go through my mind and an overwhelming feeling of sickness and indecision seems to well up and bubble over. People, places, things of the past, thoughts of the future. Very rarely does the present come into play, though it is where our bodies live ( Read more... )

spur people into action and take back control ( Read more... )

I keep having these dreams that I'm being attacked. I'm upset about something and I separate from my group and two guys stand by as I pass and one jumps out at me and tries to pull me into an alleyway as I struggle. The other stands by and simply watches as I fight to get away. I'm left with a feeling of helplessness. I kick and I try to punch, but ( Read more... )

Weird things have been happening to me lately. Chief among them are the two incidents I had 'feelings' about ( Read more... )

Jean-Baptiste, you are exceptional...

I went to Michael's tonight, on this lovely eventide of my brother's 23rd year ( Read more... )

It's interesting how sometimes things can go so wrong. People are crappy, life is crappy. And other times...everything's perfect

Alright, a highlight of the eventide ( Read more... )