i'm troubled and i can't talk about it in public...sigh

so my sleep cycle for the past week has been fucked up as hell..and it's starting to take a toll on my body because now my stomach is being retarded and gurgling for no legitimate reason.

ughhhhh make it stoppp

i don't know why but lately i've been feeling very odd..

almost like an out of placeness..like i'm the only one experiencing zero gravity and i'm floating around aimlessly while everyone else is well anchored and on some sort of path, whether it's good or bad.

so i don't know what's been up with me lately. i guess it's because i'm just trying to experience things right now and figure out exactly what makes me happy, sad, mad, etc. i'm just letting things happen and see how i react to it; self-experiments to find myself. i've definately changed in the past few months, having gone through so many things ( Read more... )

Growing up, it's a journey of it's own ( Read more... )

sometimes..even with the clearest skies, the sun just doesn't shine

boys...

enough said

okay so i have a problem:

i don't know what my problem is...

sucks huh? i've got this problem and i don't know what it is
see, i think it's coz the problem lies within my subconscious and so, duh, i'm not aware (conscious) about it.

“Is It A Crime ( Read more... )

"Winter"
The sight of the silver moon
sends a light breeze
drizzling chills down my spine.
A breath of air
A cool frost in my lungs.
My beating heart pumping
warm blood through my veins.
Soft sking and moist lips
dormant in the starry sky.