I wonder at what point, hoping that your mother with die ( Read more... )

I mentally was so tired of everything going on with my mom . I sat down and sewed my whole day away ( Read more... )

I haven't heard from you in months.

They say you got into Heroin.

months later... today, right know.

you fucking FB chat me.

Asking for advice?

Shit man. Mostly I don't want to say the wrong thing- and next time to see you... you are 6 feet under.

I love you.

ALi

A women just called the house.
I think a women is flirting with my dad.
She just asked him- what is he passionate about...

Statistically it will be a year when he remarries after he is widowed.

Anne ( Read more... )

I have been thinking about what you said thou about relationships. I think that right now in my life why it has been easier to stay single and not comment myself to any1 is well- I don't think it would be fair for anyone to date me. I am always moving around being a free spirt, doing what I love. It would be hard to ask someone to join me, on MY ( Read more... )

I get this deep feeling... that some of the single women who come to my house, to help my mom,

are also hoping for a rebounding grieving man... in a few months.

I don't trust women.

The month of November, was purly a base for me to express in everyway 'fuck' and I went through every stage of griving, to the point of calling up Guy with snot dripping from my nose telling him I am scared. knowing that it was hard for him to hear, but I was so tired of everyone saying that I was strong, and that I could power through that. ( Read more... )

My old boss from Mesa Verde, wants me to com back ( Read more... )

I hate talking about Brain Cancer.

I hate talk of how big the tumor is, if and how it may or may not of shrunk, and at what point that it relative with my mothers brain that keeps swelling?

AH