it's been a long time...

some nights it feels like everyone has forgotten me and i feel transparent.

[a ghost]

my apartment has become the place that i fear the most.

i'm giving up

I'm in the TIME team car on the way to Philly for the Triple Crown races. Hanging with 10 pros is pretty ridiculous so far. Nothing is what I thought it would be. Pretty excited and nervous about working in the car and doing feed zones, not gonna lie.

I was going to write this entry while pretty intoxicated.

I was going to put it all out on the table but I ate half a pizza, sobered up, and lost my nerve.

I was going to tell my secrets.

I was going to have an epic bitch fest.

I was going to be real.

But what the fuck is that anyway?

Whats the point...

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( Rainy Sunday )

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I'm going by my friend Stratton's house today to check out his recent batch of keirin frames ( Read more... )