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Today was a Great Day. It really sucked at first, but it got much better when I talked to God. I had no hope at all, but God just took everything away. I don't care who knows it, God is Good and He is my Provider. I am nothing without Him. That's all I've got to say. I love you Megan! -
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Haven't updated in a long while. So many things have happened. Don't really feel like talking about them though. Pink Floyd is really good if you don't already know. I figured out something today that I've forgotten for a while. I'm scared of people. I guess because I've never really figured them out or spent enough time with them to know ( Read more... ) -
Just letting you know I'm alive
I had a good week. I've seen 4 movies just with Megan this week! It numbs your brain after a while. Well it was fun anyway. I'm actually kinda happy to go to school cause I'm really going crazy at home. I talked to the stanger in my basement today. Ah, I love life. Thanks God. -
What I think about Megan
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God is everything! . . . . .
so why don't I know that? My external life is probably better than it's EVER been, but I can't go on without God! I know he is the creater and sustainer of Everything, but WHY can't I be a peace with him ( Read more... ) -
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Today has been one of the most diverse days of my life. I've cried, felt awkward, on top of it all, lonely, content, happy, misled, blank, bored, hated, loved, misunderstood, airheaded, mpst of all, confused. The only thing I figured out is that I've been running from all of my problems through meaningless stupid things and it has come back to ( Read more... ) -
HMMM.........?
You ever feel like you're not where you're supposed to be? Like situations could be right but they're not or something's just wrong in the world? I love my friends (anybody who's reading this) but something's just not right with me. _or something_ I hate drama but I feel like there are people out there for me that I haven't found or are too shy ( Read more... ) -
Homecoming night
I hate how I'm so worked up in myself that I can't carry on a conversation with other people. other that and me making more problems for myself, tonight was great. maybe a little awkward, but great. if somebody reads this tonight, talk to me. -
Hey
I haven't updated in a Long Time. So much stuff has happened since I updated. I guess it's more fun to read yall's LJs. So first-off I've been through so many emotional and spiritual ups-and-downs it's not even funny, which is why I haven't been too social. not that I've got it figured out now, but I'm better and closer to God. Actully, I'm gonna ( Read more... )