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If only...
It was a good night... In the last two hours or so I was simply content... so content.
It's still not easy... in fact I am fairly certain it just makes everything more difficult and it makes the sting of incredible longing burn even more.
Love will be the death of me.
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I'm fairly certain...
I don't know what to do. Everybody thinks I am being melodramatic but the reality is that I really do feel like I am dying. I lay awake for hours with the feeling that I am being punched in the stomach repeatedly. I constantly have that feeling of being strangled, like there are these invisible hands wrapping around my neck, cutting off my air ( Read more... ) -
Nothing
I'm dying. In addition to the mind-numbing pain of heartbreak, my stomach is killing me... it's begging for food but I have no appetite and I can't keep anything down anyway. Hilarious how this whole thing has made me so physically ill, isn't it? It's fucking ROLFTASTIC. I've had this off and on migraine and also random bouts of dry heaving. I ( Read more... ) -
The destruction of me... and a solid plan.
I haven't been able to get the images out of my head and I haven't been able to stop crying. I don't know how I am still alive... I had about 30 shots and then some (vodka and beam, straight... some in my apartment some...over a friend's house) in the span of about 2 hours on an empty stomach and a little cocktail of sleeping pills, pain killers ( Read more... ) -
Here, let me make it easier for you....
SEE YA!!!!! -
Maybe I should just...
I should just take all my moving/furniture savings and use it to go to India to get gastric bypass surgery and a few thousand more for some lipo as well (in a good facility). Then spend the next year working three jobs and never leaving my house for anything other than work so I can afford a new face ( Read more... ) -
Dream lol
Last night I dreamt that I made an agreement with a Warlock to perform sexual favours for him in exchange for his powerful staff.
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Woot.!
20 pounds and 2 pant-sizes down since February 1st! Go me! Soon I will be at least somewhat socially acceptable. -
Mmmm... Fuck
Want some, nao. -
Yo
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