so my lj posts make me sound bi-polar. they go back and forth from incomplete sentences of bliss to long drawn out depressive bits. oh well. you have one guess as what tonights mood is. ugh. i hate hating myself. i hate wanting to call andy so badly and then calling him and then hating myself for calling him and enjoying it so much. i just feel ( Read more... )

franklin is going to be ok ( Read more... )

today was better than yesterday. i woke up early and dropped off my rent check with a note begging my landlady to ask the new kids downstairs if one or two of them wanted to move upstairs. hopefully that will all work out and i can stay here. drinking dunkin donuts and driving around with the ipod turned up and the window open is a good way to ( Read more... )

so i went to chicago for six days and it was amazing. i haven't had that much fun in a really long time. the best part was going to milwaukee to see so many dynamos and partying with them afterwards. blah blah blah. i loved every second of being out of this place. And it took every single ounce of will power i possess to not burst into tears ( Read more... )

so pretty much i'm an asshole.
i keep doing these things to hurt people and i don't know why
i don't want to sabotage my relationships with people
but i keep doing it
fuck.
i want to stop fighting
and being a dick
the end.

i really hate the northern portion of this state ( Read more... )

when people break up a post card should be sent to everyone who regarded the two people as a couple telling them about said break up. That way akward social situations can be avoided. and why is it that even in a room full of people i still feel alone?

The Window Shopper ( Read more... )

it's ok ( Read more... )

It takes effort to be happy, but it can be done. A certain outcome may seem preordained, but is that really the case? Try seeing the opportunities that are present in the situation, and you could change everything.