today is ok i went shopping with sam bought nice things work sucked but whatever the gym was nice the mets are winning i hate boys i think this is the end
can i have my old life back? i'm not liking this very much how come everytime i come home from a 13 hour day of work i still can't fall asleep? why do the same things still make me sad? sometimes i wish i went running back to my parents house after the first two weeks of college i wonder where i'd be now
vegas was fun i won 29 dollars on a slot machine so what if it was illegal the grand canyon was grand i want to go back and ride a mule into the canyon anyone up for it? my birthday is saturday i'll be accepting gifts, phone calls, and ims all day long ::wink wink:: 13 more days in my apartment i dont think its actually set in yet ugh
tonight was nice movies in montclair are nice movie theather seats are not nice i <3 green tea beverages hip little lounges are cooler than bars tomorrow night = fun in the city i'm excited
being in haledon blows does anyone want to donate to the jo is broke fund it would be very nice my tummy hurts and my heart still i havent called in four days (i think) i wish i felt good about that instead of empty but empty is better than hating myself the end