I'm so glad to be home.
(Which is a first for me.)

Six days of fucking hell.
Discharged just two days ago.
Traumatized forever.

It all started last Tuesday afternoon, on a bright and sun-shiny day.
I sped over to my doctor's appt. that was scheduled for 2:30.
It was a follow-up to see if my meds were working correctly.
Then my doctor starting ( Read more... )

My days have been absolutely fucking spectacular. NOT.

Today, shall mark my second police bust this week, although five is my favorite number. It wasn't our fault this time around the town, brown clown. Betrayed by my own blood and flesh. Who would've given a second thought? My own father, assisting the nasty, slimy pigs as if they were fucking ( Read more... )

stupid xanga is down.
so I guess LJ will just have to do.


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I need to stop depending on pills, drugs, etc. to make me happy.
But if not, then what?
Nothing. Exactly.
There's nothing that makes me genuinely happy anymore.
..and that's sad.
I remember when I used to love life..
When I used to wake up each morning refreshed, rejuvenated, and ready.
These days .. there's nothing really to look forward to.
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...and here I am, seated on a bolted chair typing on a bolted keyboard on a computer in the Honolulu Airport, sipping a tall cup of strawberries and creme from Starbucks. it's a bit too sweet for my taste. I haven't been online in 2 whole weeks. aren't you proud? I really do hate airplanes ( Read more... )

Domo arigato, Mr. Roboto.

Sam is the Besterest.
<3

For the past few nights, I haven't been getting any sleep. Not much at all. I stayed up all night studying for my history and economics exams(and chatting with Guammies<3), but only to crash out last minute. I seriously need to get some really, really strong prescription sleeping pills. Daddy was not amused at all. It seems I don't do much to make ( Read more... )

GAAAAAAAAAAAH~!
so much fucking drama (that you should save for yo' mama!)
I hate this, I hate it all.