*to add to my confessions:
10.12.04
i <3 Nick Tibilier ( Read more... )

a revised list of people that were at the mental hospital each day i was present ( Read more... )

things i still hate ( Read more... )

Sunday, October 10, 2004
Happy Day! I got visitors. My meds made me tired.
people who visited:
Susan
Randy
Robby
Cody
G-maw
G-paw
Tori
Bacon
Cain
MEgan
Paige
Kelsey
Jolie
it made me happy that they came. i wasnt expecting it (that many) but it was awesome! I <3 em all!! I kinda dread tomorrow. I have family session... I kinda wanna go home but i ( Read more... )

*IM OFF OF S.O ( Read more... )

ok here is my story ( Read more... )

ok. so. i have thought a lot today about my life and my outlook on it. i see nothing good coming from my unproductive life as of right now. yeh sure ive had some fun but it always ended up turning into something horribly bad. i have also observed some people in a different way. here is a list of how i feel about certain people. if you are not on ( Read more... )

on tuesday, september 28, 2004 i seriously thought about suicide. i had the knife in my possession and all. and here is what i wrote at that time ( Read more... )

HATE. (written on wed. sept. 22, 2004 ( Read more... )