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black shuck
so there’s this cemetery my friend likes to drive through/park in (she’s a scorpio). we were hanging out yesterday and she decided to park there for a little while. i’ve been there a few times with her and she always muses aloud about these strange little wooden silhouettes of ‘coyotes.’ ‘what are they doing here? that’d be cute in, like, Arizona ( Read more... ) -
hey all.
i've been blatantly ignoring my LJ in favor of tumblr... but i don't want this to become another internet corpse. i like my LJ. and i have things to say that feel like they belong here.
like how i haven't known what to do with myself lately. i haven't gotten any real work done, my sewing machine is just sitting there, staring at me. idk. i suck. i ( Read more... ) -
Hello World,
i’m fat. i wear size 18/20 jeans. i’m squishy. i wear a 40D bra. my thighs touch.
i have taken abuse for being fat, just like every other fat person in the USA. for years i was insecure about it. but in recent years i’ve been taking my body back. i do not consider myself to be pretty, but i am not under the illusion that being thinner would make me ( Read more... ) -
poem: one more time
one more time
seven years later, my eyes blur with tears and i have to put the needle down. i've already stabbed myself with it once. i push the sewing aside and let myself cry.
i can still see it so clearly in my mind, the big arched doorway, #2504. i haven't been to Queens in years, but i can feel the marble steps beneath my feet, i can hear the ( Read more... ) -
BIRTHDAYFACE
soooo...
Vanessa's bday party was awesome. much fun! =) i got drunk for the first time in... a while. in fact, the last time i was that drunk (which doesn't even qualify as 'smashed,' i don't drink much) was at one of Vanessa's previous birthday parties. the one where we sat around telling dead baby jokes... aaaaaaaaahahaha XD awful but hilarious.
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On George's Birthday
So George's birthday is officially coming to an end... in just a couple hours it will be over... and before it is, i just feel compelled to share how i feel about his music. of course i love it; i've been madly in love with the Beatles since i was a wee little tyke... Sgt. Pepper was the lone Beatles record my parents had, and i had them play the ( Read more... ) -
Ramble #2165654785-F
sooo. i went to sleep with a weird feeling last night. woke up with it still. idunno what it is. it could be a combination of things... missing Jenny (who is on vacation- good for her though, she deserves it), missing my sister (i know it's been a long time since she moved but i'm never not gonna miss her), crazy people skulking around (okay only ( Read more... ) -
poem: "You"
Your smile is more enchanting than the moon in waxing crescent,
if your glow was any brighter you'd be bio-luminescent,
your body is a temple, let me worship at your altar-
if Venus died of jealousy I couldn't really fault her.
Your beauty is eternal like an ancient golden statue,
the stars are falling from the sky just so they can gaze up at you-
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silver stitches
last night me and brian got to hang out with Jenny and Vanessa. it is always great to see Vanessa- and i got a chance to show her the progres on her bag in person, and measure the strap on her. she's really excited about it, which makes me happy. i always want to please the customer (although this bag, like the one i made Jenny, is pro-bono... i ( Read more... )
