sometimes I can't help feeling that if I truly honestly faded away than maybe, things wouldn't be so bad.

Have you ever wanted anything so bad, that you would do anything to get it, that you would go to any length, put yourself through just about any type of hell possible, to just do it, I know I have ( Read more... )

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well to all of you i am back from another wonderful stars turn cold takes over the us tours, back to all my friends, and my family and to start to work again. I got really sick the last couple of days but should be all better now, i don't really public post anymore, but don't feel left out cause i don't EVER friend post. We need to crank out a ( Read more... )

.......canyoustillfeelthebutterflies......

The air is thick, I can barely breathe in what I used to know I ponder to myself is everything really worth it, how will it all work out. What's the meaning of all this, the drive becomes longer and longer, the clouds start to thicken and gray with the amber sun hiding from our comfort. Why am I even here? Do I even deserve any of this, what's ( Read more... )

to know what it's like to find home is the best feeling in the world, it's peaceful and quiet and I know that I have finally found it.

there is always a perfect way to end a perfect week, cause trust me when it rains it fucking pours......I can't take this anymore my head is pounding, my mouth is sore, my hands are weak, I'm worn out, I'm tired, I'm falling, and it's not even graceful ( Read more... )

These are the day's that we've made
And the chances that we'll take
We can't carry this vessel to shore
Without an anchor of hope.