well you'll probably go through your friends list and be like WTF he hasn't logged in, in over 2 years. Well you're right today i had free time, a commodity i am not used to. Either way, my life is nothing that i ever dreamed it would ever become, a completely different path, lately i have seen what people truly think of me... some VERY close to ( Read more... )

This isn't me, this has never been me, there it too much going on, i have stopped living my life for me, where do i go from here?

If it's not one thing, than I guess it's the other. I have decided what I am going to post tonight will probably piss off a few people that I do care about, but I have to do it anyway, I'm tired of carrying this burden, frankly I am just tired. There are several things that within myself, I do feel are not up to par, that are not great qualities ( Read more... )

I have this frustration that sometimes I don't even think you feel like it's passing up an opportunity when we can't play out? Do you even realize that it sucks, I should be headed to Wheaton, IL tonight, but I'm sitting in front of my desktop computer. Go figure ( Read more... )

Done enough in the last couple of days, I'm worn out again working too much, I need to get out of this house but it cost money which is something that I don't seem to have right now, I might go on a drive I tried to get ahold of everyone this morning to go out and do something with nature or something of that persuasion but left me to no avail, I ( Read more... )

I'm tired it's past my bedtime, doesn't that suck when 1030 is too late to stay up. Things are going really really good at my job right now I was able to tow the line and get myself back together there. I need to work on my ethic a little more sometimes I break a little more than I should, my orders are decent enough size that I should be able to ( Read more... )

I wanted to write something in here tonight that was captivating that would take your breath away to read it, that would make you say, wow this guy knows what's up I can feel everything that he is writing, I can write like that I used to write like that all the time ( Read more... )

Well here it is, i think i will start to post more, i am on the computer like a mad dog lately, so i think that i will begin posting again, it's only been like 2 months ( Read more... )

it's a moment that rushes by so fast, the entire world slows down

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I'm finished, I'm done, now I honestly truly don't care any longer. Sometimes my life seems like a big giant web of people who are just here to take advantage of me ( Read more... )