i can never be good enough

hmm I am not quite sure how I am going to lable this yet(mistake or not).  I'm not even sure I know what I am going to do about it.  I guess I've just stirred up some shit while I've been home that I am not ready to tackle.  I have been doing a lot of thinking lately.  About my life and where it is going, and possibly where it is now.  I am ( Read more... )

i wish i wasn't so fucking easy.  I wish i had more self-esteem so that i wouldn't have to be easy.  Fuck all of you for judging me about this too.  if i thought i was not fat..and not ugly then i wouldn't have to look for guys to feel accepted.  the i wouldn't give too much of myself and get hurt. so i give up drinking.  that way i won't do ( Read more... )

I'm sleeping my way out of this one
With anyone who will lie down
I'll be stuck fixated on one star
When the world is crashing down

I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type
But you've got me looking in through blinds
I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type

Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to ( Read more... )

you want apologies
well, you might hold your breath
until your breathing stops forever, forever
the only thing you'll get
is this curse on your lips:
i hope they taste of me forever

FUCK YOU

I have nothing left to say to me, but "you did this to yourself."

Saturday marks the day of fake-friend-adge to the max, but the good new is I probably won't see most of those people ever again!

fuck bobo mabeastie (yes i stole it, take that Lynn)

personally I could deal with a smoker rather than someone having sex a lot...so instead of asking someone if they smoke, why can't they ask if they get busy on a regular basis?

I definitely raped my math exam this morning, hence I graduate

So just sit there and tell emily that we're getting into eachothers pants when really we're beating eachtoher up...because the first one really happened?...grr ( Read more... )