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Oct 15, 2004 04:17

awkward frame (4:10:17 AM): how do you make yourself throw up ( Read more... )

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100_ October 23 2004, 22:32:22 UTC
i know -exactly- what you mean by the whole feeling fat not being physical, but a mental mindset thing. it's exactly what i've figured out about how i'm feeling, too. but does it seem like once everything gets back under control (fasting or heavy restrction) and you achieve what you've wanted to, day by day you feel better? yah. and don't be so hard on yourself. just look at lardos like me and feel better. :p i would SO love to be where you are right now.

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awkward_frame October 24 2004, 07:13:45 UTC
trust me, i could bet youd rather not be any bit like how i am at the moment.
i just keep eating and i cant stop.
its sick.
i hate it but i dont realize im DOING it half the time. its impulse. its ugly.
and its always been a mindset.
ive lost "control" for a bit.
but thank you.
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