its been so long since ive written here ( Read more... )

i am back.

for once, im going to try 2468, too.
because i dont know where else to go.

except way way down.
i need to starve again.

well! i stopped making updates in this journal a real long time ago. its kind of sad, actually. i liked it alot and i liked my friends on this name ( Read more... )

ps;
never snort stacker 2s.
if you wind up sniffing too hard, youll swallow it and it burns and tastes like shit in the back of your nose and throat for atleast an hour.

i need a new life.
im tired of this one.

i dont want to write a paper on eating disorders.

ive been fucked up for too long to actually write about it.

awkward frame (4:10:17 AM): how do you make yourself throw up ( Read more... )

i wonder what my boyfriend thinks of me ( Read more... )

binge.

yeah yeah yeah.
what else is new?

i hate going to work after i binge.

i figure monday will be a new start, of a new week.
ill try not to fuck up from now, until then.
its almost october, monday. shit.
almost a new month, too.

sigh. life is so... retarded.

Horoscope:
Whatever you've just recently started or finished, you're going to feel just fine about it now. You're in the mood for commitments, shaking hands and making promises that you'll be determined to keep.amazing. so true, as always ( Read more... )

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