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[pyrokinetic_]

Now, I know it's bad, but when she pitched me the idea, the first thing I thought of was the sex scene in Cocktail that we just witnessed not too long ago. That was just the first thought in my head. And since I've been sugar high for a while now, I thought that was funny. Because we're taking it slow. And even still, this isn't Jamaica. And I'm

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[enduringcharm]

If anything goes wrong tonight, I'm going to have to admit that I asked for it this time. In the form of asking, pushing, and pouting, I got my own way, and I'm waiting for the consequences to pop up any second now. So I'm probably going to make a fool out of myself, or find out that I snore, or something horrible like that.

But I get to have Sam here all night, and I think that makes it okay.

I mean, maybe he's going to think I want to move faster than I really do when all is said and done, but we're good for now. He knows I just want him with me tonight, and its not a...in the water/on the beach thing. My pajamas are staying on.

"Hey. All set. She was fine with it.""Good

[pyrokinetic_]

Does she always wear that to bed, or is this a just for me thing? How am I supposed to make sure we take it slow if she's going to wear that? Doesn't she know how that looks on her? It's tiny! God damn it.

"Don't worry about it."

That's no longer the part I'm worried about. Now I'm worried about my girlfriend in tiny pajamas sleeping in the same bed as me for a full night, and when I'm sleeping, it's not like I'll have any idea about what I'm doing. This can't end well.

"Anything else I should know? Are you going to tell me you hog the covers too?"No, but for my safety, it might be better if we sleep on opposite sides of the bed. As opposite as freakin' possible. Is that okay

[enduringcharm]

"Nope. That's pretty much it."

I can deal with that. I'm not sure how yet, but I know I can. I'll think of something in the morning,or maybe I'll just let him sleep. It would suck if we wasted all of our day together because he was too tired to wake up, but if he only sleeps until ten or so, I'll give it to him.

If he sleeps later than that, I'll get creative. Preferably, in a way that wakes him nicely.

I can't imagine a good girlfriend waking her boyfriend up in a bad way. Not on the first night, anyway.

Sam looks...tense. Tense, or something close to it. I'm not sure what. Nervous, maybe? I don't know. He's a little hard to read at the moment. And he's sleeping in practically all of his clothes, which is weird to begin with.

They're going to be wrinkled in the morning.

"So you're not worried about anyone hearing about this after the project?""No

[pyrokinetic_]

"No."

I smiled and kissed back, then remembered I should probably keep the kissing down to a minimum. Well, one to start's not bad. And it definitely helps.

"Let them hear about it. And let them think what they want."

She doesn't care. And I don't either, it just seemed like good conversation. If I talk, or do something else, I can relax faster than I would if it just stayed silent. If it was staying silent, then I would end up thinking, which means I'd make things worse, and then I'd probably spend the whole night awake.

... Who am I kidding? I wouldn't last. But I'd definitely be up for a while.

"The only person whose opinion matters to me now, is you."

"Same here." I don't know why she does it, what with what her friends think of me, but I'm happy that she does. It has to get old listening to them bitch about how she's dating 'that loser Sam Howell' on an almost daily basis.

I know I deal with it from my friends, but the only one who has a serious problem with Carly is Madsen. All of Carly's friends hate me. Except for Gina