sometimes you think you've found stable footing, then boom. landslide.

( Happiness, no more be sad. )

I just wanted to take the time to thank my LJ friends for being a pretty consistent reminder that there are good and awesome people in the world. My friends page always brightens up my day, and I owe it all to y'all.

she's not pregnant. phew.

( And I shall watch the ferry boats, and they'll get high on a bluer ocean against tomorrow's sky... )

i need to find some friends who aren't depressed, lost, sinking in a pit of despair. it's hard to get over my own shit when most people around me are moping.

( You're just looking through a cat's eye... )

( I can't blame you for what you're doin' to me girl, even tho' my heart aches. )

( But I just can't sleep on this tonight )

I feel like I don't take life seriously enough. I wonder if I feel like I should take life more seriously, but at the moment, it just doesn't really feel right. I hope this nagging feeling isn't signaling a change just yet. I enjoy the stability so much - yet I wonder what could happen if I got impulsive ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking lonely.