so i have a job now. i've had a job for the past three weeks. i like my job . well aileen is out of town and i miss her. she comes back tomorrow. i cant wait to see her. i miss you baby.

well everything is the same with me. school is almost over only two weeks left. that just means now i have to study for finals and that my teachers are going to keep giving us a shit load of work.which means no rest for me. not only do i have a ton of homework to do i have to clean my room,wash dishes, wash clothes and put them away,make food so i ( Read more... )

i don't feel good. i have been sick all day. oh well whatever. life is the same still stressful and still problems. atleast when school end a little stress will be off my shoulders. i hate the fact i had to stay home today sick because i had to stay in this house all day. i really dont like being in this house its just boring and depressing. Cant ( Read more... )

hey everyone. so im sitting here watching buffy the vampire slayer the musical one. im watching it with my brother and richard. so today my grandmother gives me a budget summary of how much one third of the bills would be at the hgouse if they actually did it that way. she honestly thought i wasnt going to look over the things she wrote down and ( Read more... )

i dont feel good. ive been sick for two days and my stomach is all fucked up. my head hurts alot and i feel really faint. i cant eat any solid foods or drink carbonated beverages. oh well so everything with school is going good i will graduate next year thank god. home situation still sucks cant wait until summer. when summer finally comes i can ( Read more... )

so today i didnt go to school. so i was in my house all day. i honestly cant stand being here all the time. i really dont know what im going to do when schools over because then i will be here all the time. stuck in this little box with no where to go and nothing to do. i dread my mother coming home. she says she will be home soon and honestly if ( Read more... )

so school is almost over. thank god. i got my progress report today i have all a's and b'd in my classes. i will be glad when schools over because then i will have alot less stress. cant get away from the family stress though. hopefully i wont be stuck here in my house all summer. i just want to get away.just get out od here. its so boring here and ( Read more... )

Can you honestly love me,imperfections and all?

so lately i have been stressed and tired. im stressed because i have so much homework and so many projects for school. It's the last nine weeks thank god!!! but that means that this is the nine weeks that the teachers pile work on us. i'm doing good in my classes but still its stressful. i stay up late doing my homework and then i sleep like shit ( Read more... )

so my brother crashed our car at like 4 am on sunday. he was driving drunk and tired and hit a palm tree a block away from my grandmothers house(where he was going). funny think thats really not funny is that nobosy is doing anything to him. hes not in trouble. like honestly im tired of my familys shit. all they do is hand him everything. he gets ( Read more... )