ok, this is just to confirm that i am now froufroufarie....so yea, i wont be looking on here anymore, so check my other one, not this one..yea

ok, so ive decided to change my lj username to froufroufarie....i know, im a loser, but its so cute sounding, who could resist...dont answer that

why is everyone so concerned about age when its on a romantic level? i mean, age is just a way of separating legal from illegal, but who is the government to decide when we are ready for life...huh?age is lame, its just a security form. if you like some one for who they are and wanna take what you have to the next level, you should be able to ( Read more... )

this is kinda wierd. i dont really know why, but i just feel like any second now im gunna start crying. i NEED to cry, but i cant. is this normal. well, whether it is or isnt, im feeling it. its like there is an explosion inside of me, but i cant show it on the outside, only feel it.....

last night me and a friend went to the cummington fair. we went on every ride there. it was really fun. but we went on this one where you stand against a wall (the whole ride is circular) and you have this little rope to hold you on, but it just kinda dangles there in front of you, and doesnt serve much purpose except to be a kinda crappy ( Read more... )

i got back from niagara falls last night, or 2 this morning. it was amazing! we left on friday....? i think. but it was a 10 hour car ride, which sucked. but we stayed at an econolodge on the NY side of the falls for the first night. we didnt really do anything, just walked around for a really long time. but it started to por, like turential ( Read more... )

ok, so i just got back from what was probably one of the worst weeks of my life. iwanted to die, and i was this --- close to dying, not because i was gunna kill myself, but juts cuz i was gunna die. i was at a music camp where you jam out all night and write music and learn theory and drums and all htat jazz. sounds great, right. well it wasnt. i ( Read more... )

oh man, oh man, oh man!!! i want some one to write me  a love song! i want a song that says

"YOURE MY WORLD!!!!"

but, i mean, who doesnt??? but look at this....

Blue Eyes

Wish enough, wise man'll tell you a lie
Window broke, torn up screens
Who'd have thought that you'd dream
Of a single tragic scene

I just wanna sing a song with you
I just want to ( Read more... )

im suddenly getting this intense feeling of depression. i feel soooo fat and ugly and alone and I HATE MYSELF and everything about me and the way i look and am and my life and i just dont know anymore.

am i alone?

i am so tempted to just kill myself right now. im kinda scared of what i might do, yet really calm. scared yet calm, thats a new one.

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i went to the noho sidewalk sales today. i was there for about 4 hours, and all i got was a condom on a stick, a keychain, and a condom holder. sad, i know. but there wasnt really all that much ther, so oh well. but then i went to glenwood and saw people, and it was nice, and yea. but misha came over last night, and we hung out, and htat was cool ( Read more... )