all ive been doing since i moved back home is play guitar. i think a little to much. i look at my day and realize how much i didnt do that i should of...where does the time go. school is starting the first of september. that sucks...bad. i dont want school to start. ive got senior-itis already and classes havent even started. this cannot be good. i ( Read more... )

this summer is about over...weird. im not ready to go back to school at all. i dont really feel like applying myself just yet. but the quicker i get done with this year the quicker i can get on with my life and the quicker i can be with sondra all the time. im sure the time will go fast...it seems to do that ( Read more... )

i was so ticked off today and i wrote a long post about it but then i read and realized i didnt want this posted on the internet because i wasnt really venting i was dwelling, which is stupid. i need to just pray and go to bed and let it go. he probably didnt even realize he mad me mad which kinda makes me madder..is that a word? i dunno...dont ( Read more... )

today is my last day in troy. im leaving tonight after church and heading home. im kinda bummed but kinda ready. its been a great summer but i dont feel like its been long enough. im gonna miss everyone ive meet but ill see them in the fall so its okay. i was looking over this prayer list that i wrote at the beginning of summer and it was just ( Read more... )

last night i went to st louis with dave and wes. we saw the walkmen. they were incredible. the opening band called soundteam was awesome too. wes and dave both started working for this guy and lady who bascially book all the cool shows in st louis. this is their job. they go to the show give the bands their meal money and set them up a tab and then ( Read more... )

this friday i proposed to sondra. she said yes. my life is good. she is the best. she got me the new zao cd. it is also good. but not as good as her. she rules. i love her. i will spend my life with her. i cant wait. i am a lucky man.

last week i shaved my beard and left a mustache for ten minutes. it was sick and hilarious. i laughed everytime i looked in the mirror. but i felt to dirty so i shaved. i always wonder when i see someone with a mustache how they got to that point. i wonder what happened in their life that left them so empty that they had to grow a patch of hair ( Read more... )

i just erased everything i wrote. dangit. just try to guess what i wrote about cause im not typing that whole thing out again.

i got back from chicago on friday night and i must say that it was one of the best experiences of my life. i got to meet a lot of amazing people and see God do amazing things. we had a time called "Ask the Lord" where we basically just ask God what he wanted us to do that day. when i was praying i saw a street in my head where i had been the night ( Read more... )

i had a good talk with matt today. it was really good for me to have. he is an awesome guy and he has a lot of good advice and insight... and that i appreciate. im glad God brought him into my life. he has been an awesome mentor and example for me. in retrospect, there are so many people that i am thankful God has brought into my path when i needed ( Read more... )