cornerstone was awesome. if youve never been you need to take care of that problem next year. it made me desperately want to play music again. work has been going really good. i like it but sometimes i just get drained and discouraged but i shouldnt because God is doing some really awesome things right now. i just worry to much. i dont feel like ( Read more... )

i think i got it. after alot of reflection today i think i know what God is calling me to do and it sounds vague and simple but sometimes its hard. Care. God's calling for my life, and every believers for that matter, is to care. i know it doesnt sound like much but im so excited right now and i feel so happy and feel so much relief. if i care ( Read more... )

i just got back from camp and it was an amazing week. not only did God move the kids in my youth group but he moved me as well. the speakers words were from God and they convicted me every night. i went to the altar 3 times and God met me. God met me in a lot of ways. he met through his word, through the people i met, and through the kids i met, ( Read more... )

today i went skateboarding at the skatepark here in troy. i had a blast. there was only one guy there so it was cool not having wait to take turns. i had a few very hard spills and my arm still hurts. im not as good as i used to be, as a matter of fact i suck. but thats not the point. the point is that its is fun. i also think my body is aging ( Read more... )

this weekend was great for several reasons. 1. im done with school. 2. the show sondra put on. 3.sondra. the show was so much fun. everyone in the indiana scene is so cool. st louis' scene sucks so much. granted stl gets huge touring bands all the time, but the shows and the people are not near as fun or cool, or enjoyable for that matter. ( Read more... )

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today im going to quote some lines from a book i just finished reading today. its called "can you drink the cup" by henri nouwen. if you ever get the chance, read it. read anything by this man becauase he is freaking awesome and probably in my top 3 authors of all time ( Read more... )

i had the worst dream this morning before i woke up and its made my stomach hurt all day.

i thought today was gonna be pretty bad, but i was pleasently surprised. it has to do with two events. the first is a conversation i had with my friend Bill this morning. we met at 8 to finish our project and then after we were done we had a good talk about God. Basically he gave me his testimony and for some reason it really moved me. i think ( Read more... )

it seems like every weekend i come back with more and more to do. i dont understand it. oh well one more week of school. saturday and sunday i made two lenghty car trips and it was weird because i couldnt listen to the radio. i had to shut it off. all i could think about was sondra. she is so good to me. she takes good care of me and buys me wendys ( Read more... )