Woke from a dream where I wanted to go back to an easier time. I think my brain is trying to tell me that there never was an easier time. That every part of life has its struggles. I went back to the Fox kitchen for some peace in the dish tank. Just me and Pauly, silently racking, loading, and unloading the dish washer, like old times.

Of course, ( Read more... )

I can't even believe it. I've known Andy for like a month, and I'm already crazy about him. One of the cooks at work asked me what makes him different, and I can't even describe it. For the first time ever, I'm falling at the same time and pace he is, and we're both absolutely terrified. I've seen him every day for the last week and half, maybe 2 ( Read more... )

I had t get up early this morning to say goodbye my grandparents....they were here for like 3 days, and it was cool, but it was time for me to have my sleeping in time back. Or to not have to get up and be cheerful before work ( Read more... )

My kitten is so retarded. Haha. Like my boyfriend! Jk on that last part. He is dumb...but he's damn cute and amazing to me, and well... I just love him. :) After dating ALL the wrong guys, its nice to know that he was out there all along. My big. 6'4'' giant of a boy. :D ( Read more... )

So much is happening. wow. My mom's house warming party was Saturday, I have gotten a kitten who I have fondly been calling Trouble, I move out of my apartment by the 31st and am moving in with my mom and her boyfriend in livonia. California was amazing, and I miss Kristin, Keith, and Nato a lot ( Read more... )

when i shit, it smells.

bad.

and i stink up people's houses.

I just want to say how much I love my friends. haha ( Read more... )

She moved his arm from 'round her ribs ( Read more... )

I am sooo frustrated!

The Sunday before last, it was apparently my 20th birthday.... EVEN THOUGH MY BIRTHDAY IS IN JULY... There was "HAPPY B-DAY" and "HAPPY 20!!!" writtend in window paint on my windows, all but the windshield.

I assumed that it was a mistake. That someone marked my car by accident, thinking it was someone's car whose birthday it ( Read more... )

A voice in my head
Screams I'm dying to go
Seems others have bailed
This journey's a "no"
He's probably replying
A week still to write
He's my first thought of morning
The last one at night
Insomnia's leering
And I don't know how to say
All that I've promised
Has now gone away
My very first love
He's stuck with that name
This will be twice, now
I've missed my old ( Read more... )