lol its funny I've always seen you, but you see me now. so we will see what happens down the rad

Take my pain away.............its over for me

Smile at me as I smile at you ( Read more... )

All things consider she thinks I am doing fine. But as a man who lives the simple life of a romantic. Raised by different families and seeing love always fail, I seemed destined to prove society wrong. That love is real, its worth waiting for, and it will last a life time ( Read more... )

You are my sweet davine ( Read more... )

I see no more, feel no more. Silence has become the key. Focus on the goal. Goal that i loose more and more faith in ever day. I haven't seen you since tuesday. It seems like a life time. I have done nothing to keep me busy but work, school, and reading.....alot. Walt Whitman a soothing poetic voice to comfort the soul.

Another day goes by, your still in my mind. I really didn't say much to anybody today. I kept to my self, just the thoughts that run through my mind. Picked up a Walt Whitman book, Leave of Grass today. Its poetry, it seems to keep me calm. The one thought that I didn't like that ran through my mind today was the the thought of loosing you. It ( Read more... )

A day late in the journal. But for a good reason, I spent the night with you last night, I didn't want to waste a single minute. I love your mom she is a wonderful woman. She new all along how I felt about you. She is helping me get through the days with out you. She predicted a path for my life in 11 cards. At first i didn't want to believe, but ( Read more... )

Another day goes by and what happens. I end up skiping class just to see you cause its your day off work. Call me crazy, but I cant help it. I told your mother today that she was right all along. That I couldn't face the truth, that I know I love you. It has taken me a year and a half to figure that out. I dont know if I will ever get a chance, or ( Read more... )

My life has changed so much in this past year and a half. It's gone from bad to good back to bad. But no one can see it unless I speak of it. But the literal reformation to the cut is a girl that holds the key to my heart and doesn't know it. Day in and out all I think about is you, I see you in my dreams. I have been there through thick and thin. ( Read more... )