I thought I got rid of all the fake people in my life. Well I guess I was wrong. So, I guess this means I need to loose a couple more friends, well actually only 1. Which ain't so bad seeing I never see her :)
I stayed home alone last night while everyone else went partying. Someone told me they would spend the new year with me, but I didn't want him here. Honestly, I wanted to be alone. I thought a lot, and cried. Anna called me and wished me a happy new year, and I love her for that. Then I went to bed. Yeah, my new years sucked.
I feel/look/sound like shit. I suck at life and everyone knows it. I've been trying way to hard to be with someone that could care less about me. I miss my ex-friend/ex-boyfriend. And I wish my life would be good for once, and everything went my way. But in 48 hours it'd be a new year, and maybe for once it'd be a good year for me.