This is my last public LJ entry. I use this site as an outlet what weighs heavily on my mind. Why am I sharing them when all of my posts are unfocused rants? I think I'd like to keep my secrets and my running, crazed thoughts to myself ( Read more... )

I just gotta keep tellin' myself to think positive.

With only about two months left at school, I'm feeling a bit of pressure. And no, I don't just mean academically. I always tend to land on my feet when it comes to school work and I figure that I'll end up doing okay. (...No matter what my calculus grades tell me. Or my giant theatre projects. Or ( Read more... )

I wish I could do more for my friends. I find myself trying really hard to get people to laugh and forget their troubles... But it only goes so far. Although I feel kinda icky saying it, I'm really glad I have the money to buy something to make them happy. It could be a case of beer, some food, a movie ticket, coffee, some necessity or trivial ( Read more... )

A pretty lady I know angered the Greek god of emesis, Ipecac. Ah well, Boston another time will still be fun. I'll take a rain check and she'll take some extra strength Pepto Bismol ( Read more... )

So... I might not ACTUALLY have mono. I got another blood test done and it turned out to be negative. The doctors (or rather, the nurses who did all of the work and the doctor who looked at the friggen' chart for $500 an hour) told me that there are a variety of reasons why you can show a false positive. Oh. Great. So that means I just feel like ( Read more... )

Mr. Sandman, as it turns out, doesn't listen when you beg. The last two days (as well as tonight), I have had only a handful of hours of sleep... All of which are constantly interrupted by me waking up every 45 minutes or so. Instead, sleep strikes me like a narcoleptic and I can be wide awake in class but I just suddenly pass out for about 10 ( Read more... )

While paroozing late night television on TV with a friend last night, I found out that Muhlenberg has its own television channel and shows are all done by student submission. It was amazing. Most of them were awful and had terrible production value: A cooking show starring a slightly inept "eyeball it" chef. A chop picture discussion on the changes ( Read more... )

I think this weekend was pretty awesome. I'll spare the details, but I can say that I've gained a bit of a pep in my step. It's funny, see, because all of the stress that I was feeling going into this weekend just up and disappeared around Saturday night. Hmm. If that is really what has given me such a positive outlook then maybe it should happen ( Read more... )

Queen's lyrics have never sounded more like the truth. And now for something completely different ( Read more... )

Oh Christ, what a mistake. This is a placeholder for tomorrow... Seriously. What. A. Night.

Edit update:

Oh boy... Let's see what I haven't mentioned.

TheatreI fucking love my directing class right now. There's no doubt about it at all in my head... This is what I want to do with my life. And because of Charlie Richter's encouragements, I feel ( Read more... )