maybe I'll just try and articulate these thoughts ( Read more... )

rant, plus I'm tired and it's going to be mostly untrue ( Read more... )

oofx2.
it's been about two weeks, and this has gone so far. should I be concerned? never. true love conquers all.

oof,
definitely three fingers.

it's a done deal, but we're best friends so I don't even care.
I love you two.

alright, so I found out he made out with ruby wolf. so the touching thing was either because he was horny, or he honestly felt guilty. the second one would be better, but both suck. they make my insides want to turn. it's not jealousy.. because I imagined scott in this situation, and then karl, and I felt the exact same way. and I know for a fact I ( Read more... )

the other day, I was in evan's car with sadie garside, and he asks, when's the last time either of you got kissed ( Read more... )

he does love me. even if he won't say those words, maybe some day he will.
"muffin
didnt know you were sick
...
someone loves you"
I know it's stupid, but it really does mean so much to me to know that he cares. he's so good at not showing it, but I love him.

I hurt

I love my friends. I love the life I'm leading, and I'm happy. The times I've shared with them in the past six days have been some of the best memories I'll have. I have never laughed so hard, and cared so little, all at the same time. I cannot thank them enough, and I wish I could let them know how much they actually mean to me. I want them to ( Read more... )