well well well,

it truly has been a long time since i have written.life and everything that my world consisted of has changed... some for the worse some for the better...
i have graduated high school and am now at DBC  .. i love my classes although they are challenging. i love my english professor Dr. Moore, she is incredible. enough said

my parents ( Read more... )

          yea, 
      i can definitly say it has been a while. it seems like everything has changed... and no its not b/c of the new year. things havent been going my way, well i m used to that but i can safely say that its worse than normal. i have completely lost all motivation and for some stupid reason hope along with it. in my heart i know that ( Read more... )

I NEED TO MOVE OUT,

ENOUGH SAID.....

Im gonna get it and we gonna get it and you gona feel it and you gonna get it

Imma shine, Im gonna make it
Aint nothing to it to it
Ill take it (i take it)
I feel it (i feel it)
Ill flip it (ill flip it)
Pull it pull it ill straight get it
Imma climb
I aint waitin
theres no need with the money im makin
for streetin for chasin we get it in
the club ( Read more... )

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well ....
today is just one of those days... those days that i know come but wish went away or never existed. those kind of self reflecting completely useless days when you wonder why ...why? does this happen for a reason? should i make this decision? or the ever more popular and personally most despised.. what did i do wrong?

yea... it is definitly ( Read more... )

you make me feel out of my element
like i'm walkin' on broken glass
like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion
and you're movin' too fast

you make me feel out of my element
like i'm drifting out to the sea
like the tides pullin' me in deeper
makin' it harder to breathe

we cannot deny, how we feel inside

don’t let us lose it

arent aly and aj awesome? ( Read more... )

yea well the guy i liked turned out to be something completely different than what i thought. it sux to have someone like that that you've liked turn out to be that. so yea even though i am hurt i always bounce back. i guess im looking on the market again. at least i am over the whole.."whats wrong with me" stage.. i got over that quick ( Read more... )

wow , it has been a long while since i have written in this thing. i figured i need it now more than ever.well home is sucky right now. my parents are being reallyweird right now. i think they are really upset that i am growing up and almost an adult. i mean it wouldnt be much of a difference. it isnt like i didnt have to grow up at a young age. ( Read more... )

so yea , im tired.. i have been working my ass off (if thats even possible..lol) and i started my internet courses.. still sux.. but everything else is good. yesterday i hung out with three friends from work and went to the mall and the beach and then chilled at the movies. it was cool.. they are all so crazy . me and kristina at the oceanwalk saw ( Read more... )