1) "A good marriage is a bit like a pet boa constrictor: either you feed it every day or bad things happen ( Read more... )

I usually make a list of things that were firsts for me at the end of each year. But there were so many firsts, and some of them very private, i know i'll remember them as long as I live ( Read more... )

this post is strictly to note the specific date I must keep in mind from now on so I do not forget future anniversaries:

Official beginning of my relationship with Alex: November 15th.

ummmmmmmmm

ummmmmmmmm

i know who i'm going to marry :)and he knows tooooo.

"To cure jealousy is to see it for what it is, a dissatisfaction with self” - Joan Didion ( Read more... )

talking to alex again... barely ( Read more... )

way too many times

when it deserved to be alive."

i have a fabulous three weeks ahead of me.

one week backpacking across the sierras.
fabulous.

two weeks on the road.
fabulous.

i'm going to miss people. but I'll enjoy my solitude.

how can I learn to let anybody else love me

if I can't love myself?

i really thought I did, but i am lacking the confidence to do so today.

i think my last chance at honesty that will end in great success with my ex is to look like jennifer aniston.

yeah.

better get started on that.