my family r officially driving me crazy i love em to death and all but all this family time is not for me!!!!!and my fuckin luggage got left in dallas and i have to go back home tomorrow it better get here before i leave or ima be mad and stinky!!!!!

i just got a letter sayin that i have to have an operationon friday and they fuckin tell me today i have to go for an assesment on wed and then i go in on friday im sooooo scared, i hate operations its more the puttin me to sleep that scares me the mst cuz im always scared that im not gunna wake up aaaarrrrr i was supposed to have this op done in ( Read more... )

helllloooo there my litlle american homies how the hell are you all doin? i am soooo fuckin bored. so me and my best frend terri wen out on saturday and got shitty although i think she got her drink spiked it was so awful! i didnt get home till 9:30 am lolollololololol my aunte was most confused!!!

hi everybody how the hell are you all!!! happy birthday michelle for the other day!!so hows memphis england is cold wet annnnndddd yea did everybody have a good xmas and new year? i did man i got drunk like some whoah xmas eve i was fuckin wasted me and a bunch of frends went out to this club and it rocked ass. i made out with my frend and wow ( Read more... )

so i havnt posted in a very long time, i hope everybody is doin ok email me u bitches i love youxxxxxxxxxx

i will go down with this ship,
i wont put my hands up and surrender,
there will be no white flag above my door,
im in love and always will be.

im happy, im really happy, i figured out that all my problems i can do nothing about so y the fuck dwell, get on with your life and trust that if the problems worth solving that itll solve itself one day shit, live life to the full. thats my motto anyways.

so i was talkin to booboo yesterday and she syas that i seem down all the time do i?? i dont mean to but i dunno i miss u guys alot and i miss the security of my family and seeing all my frends and there perfect familys makes me sad. and im not doin too well at college. i just dont have alot to be happy about right now its just one thing after ( Read more... )

me: what the hell am i doin at christmas ( Read more... )

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