it seems i am going to lose all that i have worked for and all that i have hoped for...

so i walked into arbys looking for an aplicattion... and they interviewed me right there. the guy said that i was what they were looking for. they wanted someone to open and that is what i wanted to do.

ps.
i <3 monika... you all wish you were as sweet as she.

i just thought i would share with you all that i <3 monika. i <3 her alot. like alot, as in beyond explanation. so much has come our way in the time we have spent together... and there is alot to come. i love being in your life and i love being able to care about you. thank you baby and never forget that you will always have someone who cares in ( Read more... )

i wish... then maybe people would like me! lol.

well it seems that my "friend" cristal has alterative motives. she told seth some things that were not true, like when we hang out, what it is that we do and at what time. i am not sure if she is trying to get back at seth or something... but i am not going to lose a friend. bottom line. him and i have worked it all out, but he still thinks its ( Read more... )

things are looking up for the steve... ie ( Read more... )

why is it girls always say what they want and when you do it they dont know what do with it...? woman, the one thing men will never be able to understand (well that, god, who invented porn, and why it is that you can not eat just one chip). oh well. i guess i will figure more out as i go.

alot has been going on the past few days... lies, drama, mistakes, and dealing with my depression... but i think things will get better. alot of things have been said about me the past few days and because of those things i have learned who my real friends are. my real friends know me and are going to defend me when my good name (not sure how good ( Read more... )

i take it all back, every last word. i am hating myself. i guess the reason i have been saying those things is because i want everyone to hate me too. im depressed too. when i get depressed i dont want people to care. i guess i just need to accept that everyone does care. i am sorry everyone... forgive me if you can find it... please ( Read more... )

i fucking hate my friends. seth and i were suppost to go do some stuff together today because he just got back from poland. he fucking ditched me for some skank ass ex girlfriend of his. im fucking tired of people. fuck him.