She isn't on, I wanted to talk to her but my dad is being the nazi of the phone right now, if she called i don't know if my dad would even let me take it... he is such an asshole. I miss celine, I don't know if she even believes me any more but I do love her. Its funny the more I tell her something the less she believes it. If i stopped saying it ( Read more... )

"Many would say the same, I don't think anyone really like it here." Came the slighy nervous giggle, the girl jumping with a surprised squeak that nearly toppled her over. She felt something suddenly holt her fall one way and pull her the other way so she came to rest on his shoulder as he pulled her closer to him ( Read more... )

She want to be just friends, and I want to love her. I wanted to be able to tell her I love her as a person who would one day marry her. I am shaking like a leaf in a hurricane, I don't know what to do. I feel empty, like every thing good in me is gone or void. I love her more dearl than anything I have ever known. i hate me.

My keno signeth off and stupid sister is on the phone.. ROAR... i wish she wasn't I really wish that i was down there with her.. Only a few more months and i will be with her.. ^_____^ a very happy rakko i will be..i will call her cell asap or in the morning.

Axrix5000 [6:37 AM]: hello keno ( Read more... )

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My mom need to refill my card so i can call my keno.... >.< i knew this was going to heppen.. why couldn't she just refill it while we were home.. ARG.. i wish people would listen to m esometimes.. i am not an idoit i know what is going to happen.. *sigh* oh well i guess some people listen to me.. i dunno.. well i am just going to wait here intill ( Read more... )

While i was talking to celine tonight some idoit hit the power lines with a truck and knocked out the power intill just a few mintues to go.. They took out the phone lines too. I have to wonder how drunk he was. I am so pissed she probley thinks i hung up on her or some thing but i didn't. I found a phone card while searching through anjas stuff.. ( Read more... )

To hurt some one is a sin. To do nothing while someone you love us hurting is ten times worse. I feel as though i am evil I love her more than anything in the world and i can do nothing to relieve the pain that her mother has caused. I hate that woman more than anything, Celines mother, bitch, bastard, I can not say teh words i wish bcause i don't ( Read more... )

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