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Hello from the other side
I'm not sure if everyone experiences this, but I know I'm not an island. There are enough nut job scrawlings on the internet about things like this happening to other people. I read these posts and think how romanticised and science-ignorant they sound and yet, I get it. Much as it sounds like phony, spiritual romance rubbish. I've done the pinch ( Read more... ) -
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And as happens when you're trying to forget someone, suddenly they are everywhere. Their name comes up on tv just as you're thinking about them, then you realise that you are never not thinking of them. You look at the clock and it's a numerical sequence. For someone who's trying so hard not to find meaning in everything at the minute I am ( Read more... ) -
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Somewhat hesitantly I agreed to go to Cosmo for lunch with Sabir. I knew he would ask me in that knowing way, how I was doing. I asked myself the question in advance as to have an answer ready. I felt the cold twist of disappointment and realised I was quite unhappy about the way things had turned out after all, but maybe with age I've grown more ( Read more... ) -
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Past Carfax, he came into view, leaning against the wall, one leg wrapped around the other and fixated on his phone as one is when they're don't want to be caught waiting. We didn't wave, just walked towards each other for 'the debrief ( Read more... ) -
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How well should we try to know our partners, or let them know us ( Read more... ) -
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I can't be sure that I will ever own the skills of delivery to say some things you ought to be frequently informed of to your face. But when you're not here to laugh at me, I can say them, and at least you have them on paper so you know what I'm thinking when I sneak peeps at you ( Read more... ) -
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It was inevitable I'd end up smoking amongst the roses at some point tonight, it was just a question of how long it would take to admit it. 2am. So here i am ( Read more... ) -
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On the coach to the airport, we shared earphones on shuffle. It was as though every song had been specifically chosen by some unknown coordinator to represent the situation. I heard Green Eyes by Coldplay for the first time, after Rich mentioning in Le Petit Danois that he had sung it last year during Bobsleigh's open mic. I felt really glad to ( Read more... )