my week of rest/sleep has become depressing. i cant leave i cant drive i cant go outside without being yelled at. my gran keeps forcing me to eatand i dont wantto. ive gotten to were i dont even want to get out of bed. nicole may come see me later but i dont know if she really will. i hate being in this house and this whole recovery thing doesnt ( Read more... )

its been awhile since ive updated so first off i got some wisdom removed yesterday in the form of 3 teeth. ya im in fucking pain and im totally bored! mikey and i are good like back to the old friends the way it was a year ago. i was sad one night and planed on sleeping on the futon downstairs at saybras but it was to cold so i crawled in bed with ( Read more... )

so monday... was awsome and so not aquward like i was scared it would be. i took my first set of pictures for my 50s style pin-up dream. i havenot seen them yet but brando (who developed them) said they were really good (for my firsttime)!but the black and whites didnt come out so great bc of the dark background, but i think im so freaking white ( Read more... )

had fun last night with joanna, abbi and willie! oh and dani too. im excited about tomarrow! i slept until 3 today and about to take a nap. i think im sick so im resting for monday.

so its been an interesting past few days... first off mikey and i are done again. mikey the boyfriend of the past year. i have a feeling its for good this time, but if its ment to be then who knows what will happen. i picked up the rest of my CRAP at his house today. when it first happened i was blank but then the next day it hit me, hes gone... ( Read more... )

ive was sad yesterday and today, so today i filled the bath with HOT water blasted some emo and sunk in. it helped a bit i was relaxed. but then the water got cold and i had to get out of my little safe spot. that totally sucked! now im bored and a little sad and wanna sleep but cant... its almost 8 maybe ill try again.

i know its kinda late, but i really needed a resolution so:

In the year 2005 I resolve to:
pick my nose at every stop light.

Get your resolution here.


yea then i would so show it to the other cars!

ok so first off my hair is so mother fucking bad ass, THANKS AGAIN SAYBRA D*. so im a platnuim blonde have been for about 2 weeks but saybra and i put extentions in my hair last night SO... ITS SO KICK ASS ( Read more... )

first off. my computer is being hella slow today so this is going to be hard to update. i havent writin aboutanything important or really anything at all in a while. so today was the worst day of my beauty school life (not of my life bc im sure there have been much worse). i so belive in karma now i did b4 but more so after this incident today. it ( Read more... )

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