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im sitting on saybras bed... and im frustrated. i want a job, i wanna live in denton, i want a vespa! im secretly pissed off at the world and dont know what to do. i just wanna scream and let it out but who is there to let it out to?

im a blonde, kinda white and gold in spots. i like it! oh by the way my mikey is here!!! i love him, its great. my gran is driving me crazy. my head is tingling from the hair mask and i wanna cuddle with mikey. saybra cooked tonight and the smell of my hair threw off the taste for me(i was bleaching it) so i thought it tasted ok, zach thought so ( Read more... )

so today was ok except a customer im sure was hitting no me and he was like 6 foot a million. CREEPY! ok not so creepy but odd. i came home and it was horrid. first i talked my grans in to ordering dinner insted of granma cooking. it worked but i food was wrong i fixed it and it was great, BUT on the way to the burger place i was talking to mikey ( Read more... )

im depressed... what do you do if all you need to do is talk but there is no one to listen. when all you need is a friend or someone to care, and there is no one. there may be those who care but not much, ofcourse they may notice you gone but they are going to get over it and may not care why you are gone. if i disappeared i think people around me ( Read more... )

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do you realize that christmas is THIS saturday. when i was little i counted down the days until chrismas but i like started counting down around thanksgiving. december seemed to be the longest month ever! but now december seems like the shortest month christmas is coming so soon. and with all the people and things i have to do right around ( Read more... )

this was a reply but i turned in to a update... it was repling to saybra and mikey, but every one read it!!! love AMY ( Read more... )

im tired of being the family fuck up. im not sure how i became the black sheep, the one that needs to be looked after, the one that cant do SHIT for themself. well thats how it feels. i just i dont know how to explain how i... i am going job hunting this next week and hopfully i can becoome independent, again. well i cant be completly independent, ( Read more... )

so today was a beautiful day. i slept lovely. so heres how my weekend went, i hung out with kenze sat. got home about 2.30 went to bed. woke the next day at 4.30 yea pm~! did nothing that day.... layed around picked up kyle. went to sleep at 10 yes 10. at 12.45 i got a phone call, from an old friend somone i thought i would never see or talk to ( Read more... )